I Don’t Know What To Define You As... Except Friend

We've known each other for like 5-6 years. I remember our relationship is started as supplier and customer and later it turned out to be a beautiful friendship. She was one of my customer in the company where I work now. She's a nice girl...even we only communicate through phone and email and so began super awesome friendship. It's amazing how our friendship can last for a long time even we never meet face to face. She lives in Singapore and every time she visit Indonesia she always told me to see if there's a chance for us to meet each other but due to so many reason we never met each other until last month. It was short meeting but I know that I never wrong about her.Yep she sweet and nice. Meet my friend Fifi Hui Hui guys...

Never too old to be the birthday girl

May 19th, 2011 marks my 29th year on this planet. 29 years of surprising adventures, and I expect nothing less as my life continues. Wish me a very, very, very happy birthday, folks!!!! A very very big number, no? well, at 29, you expect someone to take a chill pill already about turning a year older, 1 more year before I hit the big three O. Frankly I'm not sure. I feel like a legitimate grown-up yet. In my heart I still fell like 19, although in my head I think like I'm slightly older. And I don't necessarily want my heart to catch up with my head either. It's much easier and lot more fun to be irresponsible, immature and slightly naughty, isn't it? Just admit it that sometimes we're battling with that is the very childish desire to burst into tears, to go back to being two feet high and knowing that our mum would always be around to look out for us.


Aaaaaaaaaand ....(drum rolls)....birthday came with pleasant surprises. It started well, and ended better...thanks to my lovely, lovely friends.My phone, my facebook and twitter was engaged the whole day long receiving birthday wishes...

And oh,I got a LATE birthday present yesterday :D - A dress. My friends Nila & Dhita gifted it to me! :D:D

Here's my birthday gift. :)





And their wishes :)




And here's my pic wearing my b'day gift :)





But then again the most frightening thought of my life to date poped up. A series of panic-inducing questions all at one. What age I'm planning to be married? Where I plan to live? How many kids I'd like to have? Still no answer. It's not that i don't want to start a family yet but it's just time that hasn't come.Okay...Mr Gorgeous, Mr Talented, Mr Popular, Mr Sophisticated is it you what I'm looking for? :D No, I just need my Mr Right to pop into my life soon.

I'm starting to feel the need to be a little more serious about work, money and money management.I think I'll never get to use mere youth as an excuse for messing up ever again :D I'm all grown -up, I'm the one who'll be in charge of my life!!!

Hijab

Recently I'm so likey to see women with a hijab, they look so pretty and stylish with a various style of hijab. As a moslem of course i really want to wear a hijab (I hope soon) but I'm still beginner so here's my first attempt to wear a hijab :)

Thank God it's Friday 13th

Whoever said Friday 13th is scary well mine is not...why because somethings awesome happened to me on Friday 13th.

1. I received my letter of salary adjustment...I dunno i should say yay or nay considering the figure it's not like what I expected but still at least I will receive bigger salaries this month so I decide to Wheeeeeeeee ^-^
2. I laughed alot that day...people around me start joke about this increment which is hella shake my belly...

3. It's so important to celebrate this pay rise by treating myself to some of my favorite things. After all, what's the point of earning all that money if you can't enjoy it, right? So me and friends decided to go for dinner and karaoke. That night was craaaazeee, we made our song list and sing like crazy people, we even had a battle who's sing better and you know what awesome about karaoke is you got an excuse to sing the lamest song on earth without have to feel fucking guilty about it :). In short I had a mad night last night. Good music, good food and an amazing set of people; I had a blast.

4. Last but not least that happened to me on Friday 13th, one of my wish came true..hehehe...It was my advance b'day wish and he made it come true...Thanks Muffin

An Attempt To Forget

Here I am again. I can’t remember how many times I’ve found myself sitting in front of a computer with blue eyes and blue shirt with blue sighs waiting a green dot line appears with your name or hoping you make a call or at least leave a note. You're the only one that always come to mind. I'm waiting and waiting and waiting but you never come. Sometimes I told myself to take all of your memories and threw them in the ocean. Just like that they drowned on impact or may be I should put your names in boxes, packs it away for a while and move somewhere far like North Pole or anywhere just as long as it's not here *points to heart* so may be I could forget you, no?

Will You Crack These Eggs????

If animal can lay cute eggs like these I don't mind to have a pet :D

YES YOU!.

Not sure how late it was when my overly-active brain finally let me get to sleep last night. And then, this morning, it was overly active again and kept waking me up over and over, well before I needed to be awake. Now I need to be awake and UGH, although otherwise I feel okay. It's just ... I need presence of mind, focus, because I have to okay *sigh*.

I am just annoyed today. Annoyed in general. For no reason. I want to bite something. I think I am PMSing. I am pretty sure I am going to be doubled over in pain in the corner of the couch growling at people tomorrow, because that's what I do.

Who's responsible for my mood swing? YOU...YES YOU...YOU who sit in the corner laughing at my foolishness wasted my life just loving you. You, you, you and only you. You're dancing in my mind and disturb the peace of my mind. You are circulating in my system, taking over my transmissions, destroying me and all my visions. It's crazy...my brains starting to hurt, seriously man!! Stop screwing with my heart!!!! Gaaaaaaahhh I should write a song about it. Anyone knows how to play guitar?