Saturday, February 18, 2012

When someone so close to you suddenly becomes a stranger you can hardly hold a conversation with, the stench of rejection makes you gag and wish that everything could go back to how it was before.

End of Chapter

Metaphorically, he ended a certain chapter of her life that day. A chapter which has been dragging on for three years.He did not say a word, but his eyes told a story. The quiet he whispered said more than those words. She looked at silence.The sky around her seems to darken in an instant, she drowned in defeat. The pain etched so deep in her heart. Her eyes have dried, yet the tears still fall invisibly. Her face...blanketed by a forced smile.
"This is not love.I just persuaded myself that it was, he was never mine" she told herself. This was the end. All that they had gone through, all that they had said, was gone. She wished at this point that she could be like him, able to forget everything without a second thought, without any pain whatsoever. She looked down. He turned around, stood up straight and walked away and she was just that – broken.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

I Called Him Mr. Genius

I won't Give Up by Jason Mraz.I am listening to this song on repeat since the past 1 hour with literally no breaks. If you follow me on twitter or read my previous post maybe you knew that I've been in my low stage of life and by listening to this song it brings me a little hope. Yes God loves me and I should not give up. It's a beautiful song and I can see you all nod and agree to what I just said, no?

As many of you know I have been a big fan of him for couple years. He is so talented, his music is beautiful and he is one of a brilliant lyricist that I know from my era. He's one of my inspirational artist. I fall in love with his song and voice every time I press play. Not only that when he cover other artists music he even impress and sometimes he made it sound far better than the original. My favorite cover version is Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy, I love this song, I love Queen and Jason Mraz made me love this song even more. I am proud to be his fan :)

Do yourself a favor and go listen to Jason Mraz's new song and I promise you will not be disappointed. Enjoy.

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up