Go On, Give In To That Urge To Splurge

Big Sale is my biggest enemy! Every girl's enemy :P. Because we girls are all suckers for shoes, bags, outfits, make-up and all the things that can make us looks goods. It's start with window shopping...check out the cool outfit on sale and then you know that you can't resist the temptation to shop and you snap up two outfits in 10 minutes, try it and you love it and it's going to be a 10 mins of " buy" "not buy" "buy" "not buy" "buy" "not buy" session till you finally decide to buy it. You're so pleased with your purchases that you can't seem to wipe the silly grin off your face.

That easy, my dear, you’re going to forget what we called “us”.

Something about us, doesn't seem right these days.

The intensity of missing you has faded out little by little.

We lost the bond we used to share.

They’re missing. I’m lost.

.. and you’re not even here.

Expectation is a Bitch.

She sat in front of PC, logged on to her messenger. She sighed "He's not online". She waited and hoped a green dot showed up beside his name. But after 15 mins waiting, nothing happened he didn't come out online, only silence. she kept looking to her PC screen, he promised he would be online but he broke his promise again like the other days. She got up. Left. Walked to the window. She stared out of the window, staring at the trees outside. The morning was so peaceful and she was alone, all alone. Alone with her thoughts, sometimes she got that so lonely feeling and it just makes sense for her to give up but she couldn't. She pondered about how her life gone by. Regret, failure, love fools her...many times but she never learned from it so she fell into same hole again and again. She was sad. Very, very sad. What was she thinking?

She walked to her bed and lied down her body.The weather was getting colder; she could feel it through her naked skin, and the fact that she had no blanket to cover her body made her mood even worse. She tried to close her eyes and then suddenly some of memories of things recalled. About how her life could have been something better. About so many small things she missed. About him. The feeling she had on her chest, something like it wanted to get out — it’s always like this when she's having him in her mind. How she felt it was just plain hard for her to breathe. How every tip of her body is aching for his presence. How she suddenly just couldn't stop thinking about him. She missed everything about spending quality times with him, even when it only includes random jokes and pointless chat.

But then again the fact that he wasn't here and maybe will never be here, she expect too much on him. That thing never happened for real. He was a part of a dream that never happened. Never. She knew it.

P.S. Pic isn't mine and I found it somewhere in Google I guess.

L.I.E.S.

Sometimes the truth should be kept where it belongs - in the witness box. Because, sometimes, lies are, well, kinder...

Fat Day

Lurveeeeees my Saturday. Physically mega tired but mentally mega satisfied. Eat like a bear and you bet I'm going to need to hibernate after this but as I said many times that a gastronomic blow-out every once in a while is fine, right? Enough good laugh & good companies for today. Thanks gurlz ^-^

Reni's Wedding

Yesterday I went to Reni's wedding. I dressed up, put make up on because me, Cici and Nunik decided to use same kebaya that we wore on Elly's wedding. Frankly I'm not a kind of girl who like to put a make up on my face but it's kinda weird if you're not put make up on if you wore Kebaya, so I did.
The first thing that will get my attention in every wedding are the bride and her wedding dress. I go 'Aww' overtime I look at a wedding dress or look at people getting married. Reni looked so beautiful in her wedding dress. Ahhhh I wanna look beautiful at my wedding too, I want to look h.o.t in my wedding dress okay?!! And I’ve always fantasized about my dream man (the prince charming I have spent my whole life waiting for, would you come to me soon, no?) and of course that perfect wedding.

Here's the pic of us with the bride :)


Nunik, me and Cici


Cici and Me

Reni & Yanto wish you both a very happy wedding ^_^

Photo courtesy: GeGenya Cici

Karaoke

Karaoke was SUPER, yesterday! One of my friend Cici had a birthday bash and treat us for dinner and karaoke. Me, Cici, M'tutiyk, Esa and Deri (yep it was like reunion of Semarang Trip) even I haven't slept a day before but I could not resist Cici invitation for karaoke. Hahaha yep I'm kinda addicted to karaoke recently. Just FYI I went to karaoke four times in last 8 days.
We made long playlist and as usual Kisah Terindah by Warna would be my favorite song for karaoke until Cici pick one song from Christina Perry "Jar of Hearts" and we did duet. I never thought that I would be that EMO when I sang that song. We sang really "well" and we were "awesome" and I guess we deserved standing ovation :D
That song made me realize that I'm a bathroom-singer no more. That was kinda the idea behind the karaoke thing for me. To see if there was real musical talent or if it was just all in my head. Hahaha okay that statement is joke. I'm not a good singer, not even close to good :P
I know that onward I should add "Jar Of Hearts" by Christina Perry on my list of SongThatMustSingAtKaraoke *nods* Happy birthday Cici & thank you for the treat it was super fun.


Photo Courtesy: GeGenya Cici