Life Is A Beach (Karimun Jawa 2nd Trip)

I've always been a beach person.Strolling along the beach gives me an absolute unparalleled pleasure.

The sight of crystal clear water...



The waves hitting the shore, touching my feet and going away, leaving me back there just to wait for the next one.

The orange sunset...



Picking up seashells from the sandy beach and slipped them into my pocket.



Nice huh?

For me joys in life are simple. Like 3 days of heaven by the beach with friends and after 2 years *drum rolls* I went to Karimun Jawa Island for second time. It's famous for loads of beaches and beautiful scenery! I'll share some pics to convince you all why you need to visit this Island.

















Too bad I couldn't swim even though I don't mind to jump into the sea (ofcourse with the help of life jacket) I never let myself go deep cos I think I’ll drown..smh. its like seriously!

And here we are in action ^_^







Last but not least I should thank my friends Cici, Vivi, Poeh, Esa and Juna for a Fun Trip and also for some of photo courtesy. Thank you guys
*pinky hearts start popping up in the air*

If My Life had a Soundtrack

Mocca your song is the soundtrack of my October.

*Telephone*

It is cold, in this October rain
I go to turn on TV
Sit on the couch feeling blue
Wait till the phone starts too ring
I start to think you forgot
Just as you always do
I don't want to hear your excuse bla..bla.bla
'Cause it all makes my day turn to gray

Feeling bored, it starts to haunt me again
I start to discover some clues
Wondering what you have done
Everything went really bad
Just as I always do
I don't want to hear your excuse bla..bla..bla
'Cause it all makes my day turn to gray

The time passes me by
As I listen to lullaby
When the phone start to ring
I am drowning in my dream

She is clever, bright woman. But when men are about she could hide her brain in her handbag. She believe that the way to obtain men's approval are to pout, flutter and act like a dumb blondie girl. Yes it works but what she's got only jerks. When she start to flirt and act like a dumb blondie girl, she's inviting men to base their judgement on her sexuality. She's getting them to see her as sex objects only.

Voila!!!!!

I woke up. Saw myself in the mirror. First thing that came to my mind, "I so need a haircut, Like, pretty soon!!"
And I actually went and got myself a haircut.I got rid of a bunch of split-ends...*sigh of relief*
And I today got the funniest/most retarded haircut I've had in these years. Must hide in my room for a couple of days lol.
Voilaaaaaaa here iz pic of me with a new hair cut ^_^

Go On, Give In To That Urge To Splurge

Big Sale is my biggest enemy! Every girl's enemy :P. Because we girls are all suckers for shoes, bags, outfits, make-up and all the things that can make us looks goods. It's start with window shopping...check out the cool outfit on sale and then you know that you can't resist the temptation to shop and you snap up two outfits in 10 minutes, try it and you love it and it's going to be a 10 mins of " buy" "not buy" "buy" "not buy" "buy" "not buy" session till you finally decide to buy it. You're so pleased with your purchases that you can't seem to wipe the silly grin off your face.

That easy, my dear, you’re going to forget what we called “us”.

Something about us, doesn't seem right these days.

The intensity of missing you has faded out little by little.

We lost the bond we used to share.

They’re missing. I’m lost.

.. and you’re not even here.

Expectation is a Bitch.

She sat in front of PC, logged on to her messenger. She sighed "He's not online". She waited and hoped a green dot showed up beside his name. But after 15 mins waiting, nothing happened he didn't come out online, only silence. she kept looking to her PC screen, he promised he would be online but he broke his promise again like the other days. She got up. Left. Walked to the window. She stared out of the window, staring at the trees outside. The morning was so peaceful and she was alone, all alone. Alone with her thoughts, sometimes she got that so lonely feeling and it just makes sense for her to give up but she couldn't. She pondered about how her life gone by. Regret, failure, love fools her...many times but she never learned from it so she fell into same hole again and again. She was sad. Very, very sad. What was she thinking?

She walked to her bed and lied down her body.The weather was getting colder; she could feel it through her naked skin, and the fact that she had no blanket to cover her body made her mood even worse. She tried to close her eyes and then suddenly some of memories of things recalled. About how her life could have been something better. About so many small things she missed. About him. The feeling she had on her chest, something like it wanted to get out — it’s always like this when she's having him in her mind. How she felt it was just plain hard for her to breathe. How every tip of her body is aching for his presence. How she suddenly just couldn't stop thinking about him. She missed everything about spending quality times with him, even when it only includes random jokes and pointless chat.

But then again the fact that he wasn't here and maybe will never be here, she expect too much on him. That thing never happened for real. He was a part of a dream that never happened. Never. She knew it.

P.S. Pic isn't mine and I found it somewhere in Google I guess.