Start Fraaaaaandsheeeeep With Ms. Piggie

Today is awesome day, why? Because I just received my annual incentive plan letter. I can not wipe the grin off my face. This is biggest incentive that I ever earned in my sixth year working at this company *insert joyful squeal*
Between grinning like an idiot and grinning like an idiot, I know I have been grinning like an idiot and wheeeeee sound that I made then soooo many plan begin to pop out in my mind. Ohkay and here are the list:

1. Vacation for sure
2. New bag, dress and a(nother) pair of shoes
3. A new Phone android or Blackberry (I prefer the first one tho)
4. Fancy dinner
5. Ipod
6. and many more

OOOh no wait *press pause and then rewind button* I may become jobless on October and I still don't have enough money to start business on my own. I need to survive if I become jobless (I hope that's not gonna happen, pray for me my fraaaaaaaaaands). I need to make priority, "SAVING & INVEST" those two words keep ringing loud and clear maybe it's should be tattoed on my forehead so i can see it everytime I look at to the mirror. It's time to tightening the belt and start my financial planning. Yes yes It's time to start fraaaaaandsheeeeep with Ms. Piggy.



Pic courtesy: Google lead me here piggy bank

Friendshift

Have you ever go through "Friendshift" stages in your life? I believe all of us have gone through that stage. As we get older and move in different directions, some friendships pass their sell-by date. But it's nothing to be ashamed of because it's natural to let old acquaintances go. Stop catastrophising and no need to make a dramatic exit. We just need to remember that not all friendships are made to last.
Tough, no? It is at the first time as we may feel a massive sense of betrayal and failure too. Well I'm not suggesting you to end it up, patch it up first if you can but when there's nothing that you can do to keep your friendship and the alarm bell is ringing loud and clear telling you that's it's time to bail then let it go because staying in a toxic friendship is not doing anyone any favors too.
Than you think of negative thing when you have to end up friendship why don't you think positive like you can make new fiends that more suited to who you are today.
Well say cheeeeeeeers to new Fraaaaaaaaaaaaaaandsheeeeeeeeeeeepp ^-^

WANTED

Wanted: New set of friends for fun, laughter and good times. Love of traveling, shopping, muffin, pancakes and chocolate

Random

Love...Broken heart...love again...broken heart again. Gosh Cupid don't fuck with me *Throws rock* Leave!!!!

Stuck In Reverse

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you don't sleep
Stuck in reverse

You must remember that lyric from Coldplay, yeah that was what I felt last week. The world of work has become so cut-throat and competitive that it's sometimes like riding up an escalator the wrong way. You can't ever relax. I was so uninspired by my job that there was a moment when I did nothing but cry. I made a huge dreadful, blunder at work. I realized I'd wasted two years whingeing instead of doing something about it. And climax was last Wednesday. I cried out loud and I was so ashamed of it.

And one of a good friend of mine, she's really kind & picked me up from the office and we went to a cafe I forgot the name something start with Belgian Waffle...I'll let you know again once I remember. It's such a cozy place, we order waffle with ice cream and we talked. Actually she insisted me to talk about what happened that night. She's really taught me one of the most valuable lessons of my life. Sweet friend who saved my day with simply said "Don't get so upset about it. The person who never made a mistake never made much either." Thanks mate, I felt instantly a bit better.

It remind me about an article about ballet dancers. They do a dance class every single day whether they're performing or not. It's to see which side they're "falling" when they do their turns, see what bits they're likely to stumble over so they can practise & practise, and put it right. Mistakes are part of getting it right.

I don't wanna be a person who said with flat face " Look guys, I screwed up. I'm a fool. But hey, I'm human too. Just like you." Just because I made a mistake doesn't mean I can't start over. I made pledge, I recommitted.

An Old Picture That Cracks Me Up LOL Smiley Face

Well one of my friend Huseyin Cuga from Turkey had a vacation to Croatia on September 2010 and he suprised me with one of his email after he returned. He sent me a picture, he held a bottle of cola which have brand like my name "Siti Cola" in that picture. Yeah he just succeeded to crack me up LOL smiley face once I saw that picture.



P.S. Photo Courtesy : Huseyin Cuga

9.07PM

I'm not a workaholic but why the hell am I still sitting in my ofc at this hour with a stack of paperwork? I'm a tad tired! I'm sick n tired of all the messy lives around... why can't things be smooth for me and why can't I have freakin' perfect lives for crying out loud !!I need to cheer the fuck up. I feel so miserable. Works been fucking raping me all this week. All I wanna do now is dive onto my bed soonies.