Perfect song for my GALAU moment, it's an old song tho. Focusing lyrically it's so heart wrenching, about a relationship that never fully blossomed into a romance as the girl wished. About a romance that never formed. This song is a very personal one. Despite a few parts, it’s wholely about how I feel about what one can call a bittersweet relationship. Heartache and pain which are partly due to a refusal to accept, or trying to hold on to the idea of romance that is not there or can not be.
"Almost Lover"
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I wonder, is it not possible to accept that the relationship will not lead to romance, while at the same time remain together as friends?
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
When Mozza Meets Mo77a
Once upon a time, there used to be a girl called Mozza. A shy girl which turn HOT in the virtual world ;D
One day, like any other day, she was logging to her Facebook account, adding some random people, hoping to have some fun new friends.The evening passed in it's merry overture and she was ready to logged off and back to another sphere of her life called "real life". But something made her stay a bit longer and add one more person.He's a guy called Mo77a. He accepted her to be his friend. They greeted one another. She smiled, he responded and then they talked.
She talked to him, like she's talk to any other stranger. And the next day, they talked again, this time a little longer. The following day, they spoke on the instant messaging system, for long. Slowly, they spoke everyday, laughed together and started to become friends. They started to discuss their lives. Talk about themselves.
Somehow, somewhere, they didn't know why, they liked spending all those hours on the instant messenger. Soon, the hours on the messenger translated into webcam session and they enjoyed it.They had fun.
Its weird how they're going from being strangers to being friends, then to being more than friends
Its been 4.5 years now.. and she's still piling on to the million little things with this one guy...
Her best friend...
Her sweetheart...
Her support...
Her backbone in every literal sense...
The pint of their relationship has always been over flowing with drama. Silent treatment is the thing she get from him when he's angry. He's even removed her from all his contact several times. But till date, a little sorry and a warm virtual hug kills all the drama and he is willing to be by her side again, holding on to her every time she's not strong enough to keep herself upright..
It is so easy with him. She don't have to look her best when she's with him.She doesn't have to sound sober and decent while talking to him. She can pout her lips a lot whenever she's miffed, and she doesn't mean the Angelina Jolie pout, or even that "ALAY" one. She can cry with pouring eyes and wipes her nose while they're having a webcam session (though she wish she can wipe it on his shirt :D)
He will never do things a normal guy best friend does.He sucks at expressing how much he cares for her but does stupid little things which make her heart melt..
He is not her boyfriend..
He is just HIM..
HER BEST FRIEND !!:)
*************FIN*******************
This one's to our friendship, Mo77a !!
I LOVE YOU MO77A!!! hahaha yeah I know you hate it so much when I say this to you... but you know you mean a lot to me... Mo77A you are like my brother (NO YOU ARE NOT MY brother), my closest friend which says SOOOOO a lot and lol hates it when I ask him to pout... you have made your place in my life as a friend who is there when no one else is, a friend which annoys me and calls me silly but cares for me in a very weird way...
Seriously I love you in a very weird way!
With love
Mozza
One day, like any other day, she was logging to her Facebook account, adding some random people, hoping to have some fun new friends.The evening passed in it's merry overture and she was ready to logged off and back to another sphere of her life called "real life". But something made her stay a bit longer and add one more person.He's a guy called Mo77a. He accepted her to be his friend. They greeted one another. She smiled, he responded and then they talked.
She talked to him, like she's talk to any other stranger. And the next day, they talked again, this time a little longer. The following day, they spoke on the instant messaging system, for long. Slowly, they spoke everyday, laughed together and started to become friends. They started to discuss their lives. Talk about themselves.
Somehow, somewhere, they didn't know why, they liked spending all those hours on the instant messenger. Soon, the hours on the messenger translated into webcam session and they enjoyed it.They had fun.
Its weird how they're going from being strangers to being friends, then to being more than friends
Its been 4.5 years now.. and she's still piling on to the million little things with this one guy...
Her best friend...
Her sweetheart...
Her support...
Her backbone in every literal sense...
The pint of their relationship has always been over flowing with drama. Silent treatment is the thing she get from him when he's angry. He's even removed her from all his contact several times. But till date, a little sorry and a warm virtual hug kills all the drama and he is willing to be by her side again, holding on to her every time she's not strong enough to keep herself upright..
It is so easy with him. She don't have to look her best when she's with him.She doesn't have to sound sober and decent while talking to him. She can pout her lips a lot whenever she's miffed, and she doesn't mean the Angelina Jolie pout, or even that "ALAY" one. She can cry with pouring eyes and wipes her nose while they're having a webcam session (though she wish she can wipe it on his shirt :D)
He will never do things a normal guy best friend does.He sucks at expressing how much he cares for her but does stupid little things which make her heart melt..
He is not her boyfriend..
He is just HIM..
HER BEST FRIEND !!:)
*************FIN*******************
This one's to our friendship, Mo77a !!
I LOVE YOU MO77A!!! hahaha yeah I know you hate it so much when I say this to you... but you know you mean a lot to me... Mo77A you are like my brother (NO YOU ARE NOT MY brother), my closest friend which says SOOOOO a lot and lol hates it when I ask him to pout... you have made your place in my life as a friend who is there when no one else is, a friend which annoys me and calls me silly but cares for me in a very weird way...
Seriously I love you in a very weird way!
With love
Mozza
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Day Dreaming
Couple days ago my friend Huseyin sent his vacation pictures, he had vacation after six months serving his country in military service. He went to Alanya and had a great time there (well he told me so:D). Here is my favorite pictures of him, well I edited it a little :)
He's hawt, no? Go grab him girls...He's still single ;)
Talking about vacation.....I want a vacation too. I just want to go to an exotic island, lie on a beach, sipping juice from a coconut. Take pictures of beach, my feet.Buy a new dress.Be the life of the party.Drink wine.Dance.Kiss someone who tastes like margaritas.Feel better. Feel something. Feel OK.
He's hawt, no? Go grab him girls...He's still single ;)
Talking about vacation.....I want a vacation too. I just want to go to an exotic island, lie on a beach, sipping juice from a coconut. Take pictures of beach, my feet.Buy a new dress.Be the life of the party.Drink wine.Dance.Kiss someone who tastes like margaritas.Feel better. Feel something. Feel OK.
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